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posted by beltrux at 1:07 p. m.
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viernes, diciembre 24, 2010
domingo, diciembre 19, 2010
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Now I know how wrong I was in giving you that letter, the dramatic taste of the situation was only good at pushing you away from me. I could only stay shut as I was and enjoy your beautiful, lovely company for a few more months.
My attitude at this point is doing nothing but hurting myself, my heart, because from three options I have, not only one of them is nearly possible right now. And when I get a chance, real one, nothing around is according to what I expect to convince someone how much good could I bring to her life.
You are what I think when I say the word “perfect”, and even knowing that doesn’t assure me that taking the way to you could lead me to somewhere safe, I mean, JUST ONE CHANCE with somebody, anybody, is that too much to ask for?
I see everyday how people around me is having such a great time, always accompanied with someone, and I, especially the kind of person that doesn’t like to play alone, have to pass through all this suffering.
The pain is doing nothing but growing inside and I watch as an outsider how nobody gets into my shoes and try to understand, however, I have to admit that I am very good at hiding my situation, but the people I know stay still like being unable to do anything.
I guess I shouldn’t blame others when is really my problem, but I don’t believe that any of the solutions they offer me are not even hardly good. I can’t explain how people who don’t even try to do the effort fall into a relationship that comes to them like a Christmas gift, While I am straining to get involved with somebody that could do me some good, a little good.
I am about to face a journey into a new life and I haven’t ever been in a serious relationship, nobody never has concerned about me in some way close as I did for her.
Is really sad and there’s nothing I know to solve easy and quickly (like everyone solves their problems) this mess.
But I guess I’ll have to learn to live with it, like everything else
I just hope someone could empathize with my view… lots of tears
My attitude at this point is doing nothing but hurting myself, my heart, because from three options I have, not only one of them is nearly possible right now. And when I get a chance, real one, nothing around is according to what I expect to convince someone how much good could I bring to her life.
You are what I think when I say the word “perfect”, and even knowing that doesn’t assure me that taking the way to you could lead me to somewhere safe, I mean, JUST ONE CHANCE with somebody, anybody, is that too much to ask for?
I see everyday how people around me is having such a great time, always accompanied with someone, and I, especially the kind of person that doesn’t like to play alone, have to pass through all this suffering.
The pain is doing nothing but growing inside and I watch as an outsider how nobody gets into my shoes and try to understand, however, I have to admit that I am very good at hiding my situation, but the people I know stay still like being unable to do anything.
I guess I shouldn’t blame others when is really my problem, but I don’t believe that any of the solutions they offer me are not even hardly good. I can’t explain how people who don’t even try to do the effort fall into a relationship that comes to them like a Christmas gift, While I am straining to get involved with somebody that could do me some good, a little good.
I am about to face a journey into a new life and I haven’t ever been in a serious relationship, nobody never has concerned about me in some way close as I did for her.
Is really sad and there’s nothing I know to solve easy and quickly (like everyone solves their problems) this mess.
But I guess I’ll have to learn to live with it, like everything else
I just hope someone could empathize with my view… lots of tears
posted by beltrux at 10:04 p. m.
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